Initially, I wasn't much different from the average monster. I gave up. I gave up after understanding the difference in power and energy between the Angel and me, and I simply surrendered.

It wasn't that I wasn't strong, or determined enough, but they were more stronger, Each attempt was an improvement, each attempt revealed a new weakness of mine while they stared at me analyzing every detail, and I quickly ran out of options.

No, running out of options is not the correct term

My head was scarred with fear

None of the existing options were good enough, because they would overcome them, and so it continued time and time again.

Dozens of times, hundreds of tens, tens of hundreds, And I couldn't take it anymore, my world, fallen to dust, and I fell into the deepest despair.

Things continued the same, a waking world without me, I felt stuck on place, a home that wasn't home anymore, a world without change and that a world without change and that I could no longer help

My body was beginning to suffer the consequences, my mind? Even worse. I began to disagree about who I was and who I should be. That happy ending became a dream I wanted to return to.

but there he was, my brother, he was a light, my light once more, even in the deepest darkness, he motivated me to keep going, he made me see things differently, lively

even after dying and coming back to life, committing suicide, hurting myself, saving and abandoning.

he made me believe again in hope

Even so, I am motivated enough to

Even so, I was motivated enough to make a change.

But, I'm so sorry, no one would expect that little trivial conversation to end in this, a power struggle, a race for dominance, a change of being, I changed, we all change, but the world wasn't ready for this, I wasn't ready for LOVE

Even after this new pain, this new suffering. I understood my feelings about you more than ever, who are you, why are you doing this

It doesn't matter if it's in this letter, thought, in this or another timeline, whether I'm well, bad, worse, or collapsed.

We all change, the world changes with me, but something doesn't, what I feel doesn't change

I HATE YOU