I am not doing ok …
So i Will not be making art exept for the ongoing commissions…
To be honest … I ve been feeling like a useless waste of space ever since i can remember…
So i would like to just take it slow.
I know I am new to the platform but still.
I wanted to let you all know why I might just slow down.
Dont get me wrong, I have good things in my life I am gratefull for: a loving partner, good friends and my pet rats. But waking up every day…It gets harder.
In the way that I am awake, just staring at the wall and not getting up because maybe, just maybe the day doesent have to start.
I just dont realy know what happiness feels like anymore.
And I am sorry for writhing this. I think its important tho. And if you made it so far… thank you! Not just for reading, for caring.
See you later. Greets,
Merlinbird.
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