First thing I want to get out of the way is that there's probably going to be fewer uploads for the rest of the year. This has nothing to do with school or anything personally, but I'm just tired of constantly recording things and not having any fun doing so, this is also the reason why I said a few times before that I only really want to make Roblox Piggy content. Some of you may have notice that ever since I started uploading shorts, I've been doing 10 shorts and 10 videos a month, with the only exceptions being June, when I upload 15 videos, And July, when I uploaded only 5 videos. This is weird formula of uploading content hasn't been fun to sit through, and I honestly don't think I'm going to do it anymore, I'll can still promise 10 shorts every month at most, but not with video anymore, going forward, I'll only make videos on things are actually important or things that I actually want to work on.
I feel like the reason I'm saying this is because of where I am right now. I haven't been ok physically or mentally, I've always had problems, but I honestly think I'm at worst, and the more and more I think about myself, what I aim to do with content, and just my life overall, I realize that I'm not a good person, nor am I a normal person. I've caused so many problems for both myself and others around, I've ruined so many things, I've thought about doing and saying terrible things at completely random, I've thought terrible things about other people, I'm overall just terrible. This is really meant to be a confession, I just need to get all of this off my chest and express how horrible I'm feeling right now, so if you notice that I seem somewhat down in any videos (especially ones where I record with a mic, which I'm still working on kinda,), this is probably why.
That's all. There's still gonna some stuff uploaded before the end of the month. I just want to get all of this off my chest. I'll also be opening a venting channel in the arcade if anyone needs it, just so that if any members want a place to express themselves, they have one. I'll hopefully see you at the start of October when I'm ready to properly start working on stuff again. Take care.
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