I genuinely am starting to get tired, maybe it's because for the past 3 weeks I've been stressed and the past 3 days I've been angry, like I genuinely am starting to feel fucking physically exhausted and mentally exhausted, and I don't think most of my friends understand or grasp the fact, I can't handle stress, I have been stressed about so many things, like family stuff, school work I have to catch up on, school bullies, friendship problems with Z, and the fact I have to deal with people in my server, I have to make videos, as well as comfort people, so many things I'm worrying about rn, and I'm also mad as I worry about this, mad mostly about school stuff, and somebody wants me to control my stress, when I CAN'T, your basically rubbing it in my fucking face that your better then me at that, and I know your better, so just leave me alone. I genuinely am thinking about quitting, because what's the point of being online to escape my irl problems, when I'm going to have online problems, don't you understand, he made me uncomfortable along with others, so I gave him and them a strike on my server, he was also the only one to get mad about it. At least the other 3 owned up to it or didn't start a fight about it, I have barely been able to sleep with the stress I'm under from both irl and online, so I might just quit, and stop trying, bc I'm sick of this fucking shit, I'm just gonna quit at this rate.