I asked @ray_duhh for permission to post this too because she has done enough I guess but I wanted to do that too.

So, let me explain from the beginning.

Zip and I used to be friends until his son died and some other things happened. We then somehow went in something where he was my online father figure and I was the son because I don't know he wanted me to and I wasn't going to say no after what had just happen to him.

It all went nice until we started to slowly drift towards more suggestive convos.. I didn't think much of it because he was just calling me "my love" and saying some minor sex things from time to time.

He knew my age because I made him guess it. (I am 15).

When he told me he was an adult (20-22-28 idk he keeps changing) I didn't mind because I have other adult friends.

We kept rping father and son until he asked to massage my d- and them begged me to cum. At first I was kind of like "wtf?" But I played along. He was going through bad shit, I wasn't gonna say no and make him worst when all I was trying to do was make him think of something else?

Every time I took my phone he would text me in the first 5 minutes, I used to think that kinda nice to have someone be so happy about you getting online but yea he did that everyday so it was kinda weird after WEEKS.

We rpd more and more and we got to some sex scenes.. I tried to say no one day but he kept insisting and I didn't want to make him feel worst (he's so sensible) so I just gave up and played along.

He was still my father figure and I trusted him more than anything, i would've never imagined what he did was bad. It thought it just was how he expressed his friendliness and how he healed you know? So I let him do.

He kept telling me I was the reason he was happy, that I was his everything.. when we get to the weird scenes I said things like "u know I'm ur son? Yk I'm 15 irl?" And he answered "it's ok" or "yea ik". I jokingly said "what if I leak our chat or call the police on you?" And he went like "you won't, I trust you." So I thought that since he wasn't panicking it was just all friendly, right?

Plus, he kept saying "it's all rp, it's all rp, don't forget it's all rp!"

He insisted in the sex scenes until I accepted to do the cum parts.

He kept saying he enjoyed it, asking me if I enjoyed, and I was like "er idk no never again pls" and he answered with "ahh come on~"

I sometimes played along with his moaning texts even if I found it really weird cuz I didn't know what to do..

I often asked about his irl mental health but he insisted on the ro and went like "yea I'm fine while I'm in your belly! I'm fine when you c--- like that or that u let me massage your d---!"

All I wanted was to help him and to have a loving and caring father figure so I would've never let myself think that this wasn't normal ok? I was just kind of weirded out..

I told my irl friends about him a few days ago and they told me to be careful so I kind of stopped to play along. He made the moaning things like "ahh~" and I just went like "mhmh". He asked for letting me massage his dick and I went like "I gtg eat sry!". I was trying to avoid him without hurting him because I knew what he went through (well at least what he told us)

Then I came back from school today and saw how he got exposed. My heart shattered and I stared at the screen for like 5 minutes. He was one of my best friends. My father figure. My comfort place in some sort (before it got too far). I never have felt this betrayed. I was in denial for 30 minutes before finally accepting that if I wasn't the only one who went through this and that a lot of people always had a bad feeling about him, it must be true, right?

I am shaking while writing this.. I just wanted to help him and to be save one of my friends like I usually do I didn't know it would end up badly like this.. maybe if I tried helping him otherwize (such as telling him to look for a therapist or talk to a close person like I once asked him..) it would've been better. I don't even know anymore. I am so sorry for @ray_duhh who had to go through this too.

I still feel extremely bad for him but even the fact that he went through and things, was on drugs and all doesn't explain this. I am not supporting you anymore Zip, if you ever see this. I might still somehow care for you but I cannot accept this. I hope you'll take your time to heal and get better.

I'm sorry.