Today I'm having hard times and I tried to be better person but arg still want me gone, alex (aka that person that I told yall to shout out him) has literally add me to GC and he told me that arg wants to talk with me on discord, and then I got shocked and I was tearing up, arg starts to attack me and he told his friend Antares to hack me, and swat on me soon, and he made me do another s3lf h@rm again, I did block them and I'm starting to be shaking and I'm starting to feel like I'm not good enough for people, I'm really not, they keep posting my irl face on arg post and they says how fat I am, I already changed and I changed my mind, and I moved on, but no he don't let it go, he wants this happens, I'm shaking and tearing up rn and they're making me wanna commit (you know the hang) again and they're making me feel worse. I just want to leave my life behind. My friends and family and just take off far away and never come back. There are days I just want to give up and I don't feel good enough for anyone