2nd my dad doesn't support gender identity and i am just scared of him in general and he always says "oh your too skinny" "your short beacause you don't eat" and it me hate my body. And I just wish he would learn my boundaries and all of that, speaking of boundaries, I have basically trauma beacause of boundaries, basically I fucking hug someone too much and they told on me, And guess what? THEY DIDNT SAY A FUCKING THING ABOUT BEING UNCOMFY- and that's what made me loose my intrest in hugs.