So hello everyone, remember the post were I posted an exposed post of them? yeah I removed the post, let me explain.

So after I posted that, they got mad at me for posting that and they began hating on me for posting that, until the owner of the server commented on the post saying that I misgendered one of their staff, refusing to stop doing those, etc, and I have fucked up big time, the owner also said that the TRTF community has an reputation of being a community with issues exactly because they can act the way they want, and when I realized that, I completely regret doing that, like I was just pissed man, I had nothing to do but to do this, but one of my friends which is Mikinshini, he told me that I took this way too far and that I should've ignored the jokes, but the community now hates me for posting that, I shouldn't have done that, and I'm such an idiot for posting that...

It's not anyone's fault, it's all mine, and I'm responsible for this, I'm sorry to anyone because I continued this shit and I'm such an idiot....I'm sorry for everything but now that I was banned from the server, It's my fault for doing this, and again I'm sorry to the owner for still continuing this shit, hate me if you want guys, I don't act good at all...all I kept doing is taking jokes way too seriously and being such an asshole....and I still haven't stopped.....what is wrong with me?...I'm such an monster.....and I'm an fucking idiot who doesn't listen.....

I cause too many problems, and I just wanna redeem myself....but after I caused these, I failed to redeem myself...now I am considering if I should leave for good...and I gone way too far, but I'll make my decision in the next post rather it's that I'm leaving for good or I'll stay.