I’m afraid to say that I’m going to cancel this for good… because the reason is very hard to explain but I will try my best.

The reason is that I haven’t got news from my girlfriend @meowTHUG_NTproduction a months and a few weeks ago. For a second I thought she was busy or helping her family or maybe studies or some sort but… I feel like she is with someone else or something. So I can confirm that I feel my self truly "abandoned" . I have trust issues since I break up with my ex girlfriend and now I don’t trust anyone now… everyone I talk to someone who’s likes a brother or a best friend, they never respond me back, even it’s not life or anything, I just feel my self like a dumb loser just like I started to be. Life is unfair, my self is unfair and other stuff is unfair. I hate living like this… all I wanted is things getting nice and not missed up like always, why things always happen to me?…

I don’t know… I don’t fuckin’ know!

Do you think is fun to left someone behind just to make it feel like the person is a loser? No

Do you think is fun to be in these conditions these days? No

Do you think is hilarious on mocking someone in depression? No

Always remember to respect each other, even if they live in terrible conditions just like I am. And do not let that horrible experience happen to you sliding in.

And sorry if this makes no sense because emotions..