No matter what I do or how much I improve I am never ever enough for myself. And everybody tells me to b less hard on myself, but I can't. Everyday I see people doing things I wish I could do, things I can't do because of mental problems such as my Agoraphobia, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I want to do. The more people I see the more worthless I feel, I'm so proud of myself until I see others doing so much better without even really trying, it hurts, why am I never good enough? I want to b good enough, I want to be like others, I can't even relate to other people with my mental disorders most of the time, I'm not even good enough for my own friends because deep down I know they have a million other friends and they don't actually cherish me but rather I'm just one of many people they occasionally chat with