My laptop broke. Or rather, a video card. It was stupidly got power error. But I was able to fix it stupidly by discharging it completely. Apparently something was wrong with the power supply and a complete restart helped.
I bought a kitchen for my parents 
I've bought a bunch of games and I'm playing through them. I bought RE games... Minecraft... and many, many other games.
But not all of them work correctly. Alan Wake wanted to pass and found such a bug. lol. I don't know what to do with it XD.

For the first time in my life, I killed an ender dragon in 10 years of playing Minecraft.
I again had a passion for creativity!!!!
I was engaged in all sorts of small creativity. But there is not much to show to the general public. I also have a lot of unrendered orders...









and a lot of other things...
By the way, about them. I haven't been taking orders at all for half a month. Now I don't have much money left after everything (really little lol), I think I'll get back to orders soon. I was, so to speak, on vacation...
In general, life is quite good, but I am a little worried about the future, and so on. because it is not quite defined. there is no stability, and so on.
I also understood that... I decided to distance myself from almost everything. type.. I am much more likely to stay with myself.
And, I watched some videos like the social bottom, etc.. Actually, I'm at risk so lol. This worried me in the last time. But I realized that I didn't... type.. no. I always think worse of myself and expect less than I can xd. This is part of my personality already) Well, I took some measures to prevent this. (stupidly studied the stories and highlighted the patterns and what led to such destruction)
Well, lately, old demons have come to me without creativity. such as comparing oneself with others.. and so on. anxiety that someone is BETTER than me, but they are all meaningless. You just need to do some things like meditation again to make them go away. I overcame them once, and now there are just small echoes. which cannot be left. accept them and calm them down
Well, something like that. Happiness and goodness to all!!












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