I actually have a lot of orders, so I just don't keep up with social media or anything. I'm not complaining. But I feel like my perception of my work, popularity, projects, etc. has changed. I don't want to show anything to the whole world anymore, etc. So I'll be very inactive.

and I kind of... didn't burn out... I still feel the fire and everything. but the perception just became different. more normal.

It doesn't matter how many likes a post gets, or whether my followers learn about anything in my life or my work... that zeal somehow disappeared. Overall, it didn't bother me. And this state didn't make my life better or worse. It just changed my focus.

I'm just generally enjoying my life right now. I don't need anything. I don't have any major regrets. The antidepressant course went incredibly well, and I'll start weaning off of it soon. My health should be fine in the next few years, too. I was already living a crazy life a couple of months ago, with all the partying and stuff...

And now, what? Now, it's just peace and quiet and minimal needs.

I'm writing this to document my current state, and also to share with my audience. :3