Confused and scared. I try to stay "awake" when I never am. Nothing ever happened, I try but nothing does. Everyone else is awake, but not me. I can't wake up, I can't wake up, I can't wake up, I can't wake up, I can't wake up, wake me up, wake me up.

I'm okay

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine" No

I'm going insane. Nobody sees or cares, I try harder to get up everyday. I escape to my brain, looking for happiness, but my brain was mean today. It's mean lately. I need help. I can't get help. Nobody wants to help. I don't want help. Please help me.

It all fade in my sleep, of which I barely get any. I toss and turn, I wake up looking around, as for a second I see reality, it scares me, so I try to sleep again. "I can't sleep" "Even if I try, I can't wake up" I'm never awake" I look around everyday..