I've abandoned hope looking for something that was real

I'll try not to think about it, I don't want to feel

'Cause it's all just too much to carry, it's all much too wrong

I've lived in levity so long

I'm forever haunted by the choices that I've made

A weight beyond imagining that never seems to fade

For every scar I've left behind comes back to me in waves

I run from love, I run away

'Cause despite it all, I'm fine

Despite the pain we shared

I told you stories, told you lies

I never shoulda dared open the door

The tears of the past mean nothing anymore

And you're not supposed to miss me

To hell with everyone

Who ever swore they'd help me

Don't you tell me what I want

Or what I need, 'cause I'm the bigger man

I'm never looking back, and you won't see me again

'Cause you're not supposed to love me

Family fell apart, they made me feel like I was weak

So I cut them from my life, my feelings buried far beneath

No, I do not deserve to be forgiven of my sins

Shut up and leave me in ruins

'Cause despite it all, I'm fine

Despite the pain we shared

I told you stories, told you lies

I never shoulda dared open the door

The tears of the past mean nothing anymore

And you're not supposed to miss me

To hell with everyone

Who ever swore they'd help me

Don't you tell me what I want

Or what I need, 'cause I'm the bigger man

I'm never looking back, and you won't see me again

'Cause you're not supposed to love me, no

You're not supposed to love me

You're making this so hard

Won't let me disappear

Somehow you see me in the dark

Too long I lived in fear, now it's too late

No, I don't want to go, but I chose my own fate

I hate you, but you'll still miss me

So thank you everyone

Whoever tried to help me

After all that's said and done

You held me close, and made me understand

But I'll never come back, and you won't see me again

'Cause you're not supposed to love me, no (No!)

You're not supposed to love me, no (No!)

You're not supposed to love me

La-la, la-la, la-la, la (Oh)

La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la-la (No, no, no)

La-la, la-la, la-la, la

La-la, la-la (You're not supposed to love me)

La-la, la-la, la-la, la (Me)

La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la-la (Me)

La-la, la-la, la-la, la

Chat I give up on the game I don't even know how to make multiplayer in PenguinMod

Gonna be making a top-down 2D pixel-style FNAF asym, what should the name be?

What do you guys think this area should be about? (I just wanna see any suggestions y'all say, I may use some)

Update to my Poppy Playtime Minecraft map (more info here):

https://youtube.com/@l0lb1t87?si=PRsOHxOd1CbXgOWL

(Link also in bio)