a young aspiring music artist that barely scrapes by his life. what more could you expect?

im not really expecting much, just expressing myself here honestly.

you ever feel like shit all the time?

fuck it i might just take my life at any given time.

not that you care, if you're even reading this in the first place.

back to a hundo followers

anyways look at this shiny I got

what am i even doing with my life.

i don't think i belong in this world.

i feel like everyone's just waiting for me to dissappear.

i feel like im just another roadblock in everyone's life.

i feel unimportant.

i feel like everyone's just avoiding me on purpose.

im useless.

i feel like my whole existence alone is sickening.

any advice on making/writing your own songs? I wanna know some stuff before I actually start as a band.