Randy… (@JustSomeRandyomCE)

no one wants to hear you be sad i feel like… or maybe it's just me… everyone already post sad things… I don't need to be another one… it feels annoying to them i think… well… unless they're popular… they'll care for them…

people come to the internet to forget how terrible life is… not to see how terrible it is from the internet…

I don't deserve anyone being nice to me… no one should waste their time on usless trash like me…

my art gallery is this hashtag - #RandyDidTheArt

here's the post for more context on my art hashtag

https://gamejolt.com/p/hello-i-m-randy-i-m-new-to-communities-so-i-wanted-to-make-wyajd8mz

i want to do whatever I want… it's gonna be random… and that's how it's gonna be…

i ramble a lot… if you don't like reading, then this isn't the right place for you…

I only know English

I'm sensitive… be nice please… say something at least…

i don't like negativity towards me… even if it's a little… it hurts me a lot…

things on my mind & my first art post

I think of art all the time too… I love art

what art means to me… - I update it when I think of more

my thoughts on Ai art - updates this too

i don't curse/swear

my first spawn day & questions about GameJolt & me - make sure to read the comments too

my second spawn day - my questions & ideas posts are linked in this post

I use the mobile app, I get notified by every action you make about me…

I'm very observant, don't think I don't know what you are…

i don't care about the followers, I just want something to do…

i don't care about branching out, I'm staying here…

i like asking questions about GameJolt

I want to understand it better…

i'm probably the person who gives you a random fact no one asked for…

I'm so annoying…

I have an anxiety & overthinking problem…

i have a very low self of steam…

I have depression… i hope I don't bring you down…

i also have aut- I'm not finishing that…

i mostly follow artist & if I like a lot of their stuff. i don't follow people for no reason, like if they followed me or liked my stuff.

I do art on my phone with my finger in an app called SketchBook. I don't use or have a stylus.

Sometimes I use Krita on PC using my laptop's touchpad mouse with my finger for some things

i use VSDC Free Video Editor on PC for video edits

I post randomly, you'll never know when I'll post, but I will when there's a quest that interests me

it is hard for me to communicate…

i don't want to bring anyone down…

& I'm shy…

and I think it's not worth it to say anything…

talking to new people makes me anxious and overthink… it makes me freak out sometimes…

why am I worried about people so much… it's not like I know them…

I just don't want to make anyone upset…

i don't want to annoy anyone…

I don't post things that aren't mine, but if I do, I'll put a link to it. I'll remove it if they want me to. if it's not mine I'll tell you

I don't like when people make fun of other people's interests, even if I don't like it… Makes me upset… Even if you don't like that interest, it doesn't mean you could be mean to them… it still makes me mad when someone makes fun of anyone, even if it's just a joke…

do your research & understand better instead. if not, then don't bother them…

i don't care if you're joking, don't be mean…

I don't like to be mean, but if I do, please tell me nicely… it might've been an accident…

I don't like conflict…

i don't like lying…

i don't like liars, racism, mean people, sexism, entitlement, & anything illegal…

I'm not hiding anything… my likes are always open… it also tells you if I'm still here or not…

sometimes when I just think about anything, I get sad… I could just be smiling & then randomly not… I'm used to it…

i get depressed a lot… I wish I can get a hug…

I'm so lonely…

Wonder if anyone even reads this…

no one's going to read this, it's too long…

i ramble too much…

I don't like forgetting…

i don't want to be forgotten…

i feel like I already am…

I'm just a another random person on the internet…

i just want to be happy… I want to feel better about myself…

there's no point in me doing any of this… but I want to…

i feel like a disappointment & a failure…

it's because I am…

but… i need to… keep moving forward…?

I see people do this, guess I'll do it too… Creators I like

@Valischli - nice person, makes great random styled art, helped me with somethings… really the only one who ever comments…

@Miles_Games - makes great games, nice 3D models & art, generally a creative and passionate person.

Randy… @JustSomeRandyomCE

6 days

yay! I have it!

…

it's bigger then I thought it was…

where am I gonna put it…

was it worth it…?

of course it was!

Tails Doll's 1 of my favorite Sonic characters!

& yootooz are way smaller and cost slightly less then this…

I'm not taking it out…

IRL

Sonic the Hedgehog Show & Tell

Randy… @JustSomeRandyomCE

8 days

this was a comment i was gonna make for one of @ClapRose 's posts, but just like i did to one of Miles's post, i made it so long that i decided to just make it a post…