i pretty much only post person vents here, please dont follow me blindly or ask about anything i post, i will not interact with anyone nor do i need someone to talk to

Im still a psychopath...
why do i keep doing it...

its been over a decade Airi....

- i think it was a fair trade off :3 bye kitty i didnt even name yet, i wont miss you, ill leave your body overnight for Neeko to mourn to...i sure hope i dont get ill. i made sure to take care of the wound immediately and i did research just incase.

-ive done for it. so my urges got the better of me, it took 2 minutes to do...Neeko heard its cries for help and came but she knew she couldnt stop me and just watched, slowly backing away to watch from afar. i dont feel bad i like the pain it caused me

-ive been taking care of and feeding her like i do for Neeko but it immediately bit me and held the bite long enough for me to grab it, i immediately tried to subdue it while i thought of all the bad diseases it couldve given me in the moment despite all

so straight to the point, ive been having urges to "oof" Neeko's kitten for various reasons, none really justifiable so i wont list any. tonight i saw it sleeping in my potted plant so i decided to spook it out with a poke thinking itd be ok since