Subject_0 (@Super_Toaster74)

So- fuck
So unsure, before it's even heard
Never confident in a single word
This bird, expert in the absurd
Number one in life that has been deferred
It hurts this relentless introvert
But inversion only serves to put deserving on the mind
So I keep my time, so far out of line
And when the day turns night, I can't help but
Cry so loudly, I slant devoutly
Tell me what about me is built so wrong?
There's so much passion
But more I'm lacking
I wish that I could c-c-c-c-c-c-c-caw-
But I falter on the forethought
I keep on running like a chicken with its head cut off
Achromatic twisted aeronaut
A birdbrain, baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Hit me with the flap down, crash into the soft ground (foul)
Ain't no fellow feathers falling for a freak (so weak)
So put my neck up on the chopping block
A birdbrain, baby, I don't think my head is coming off
Baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
So, shit
So unsure, before it's even heard
I can't toe the border with my eyes so blurred
This bird, constantly overturned
Ten-time unwitting champion of being spurned
(So when you go, I won't cry)
'Cause even though it hurts, it's the thousandth time
Don't stay, 'cause I don't even know what I'd do anyway
I'm so damn selfish, I can't live like this
So be my witness, I won't back down
I'll play the hero, divide the zero
So I wanna hear you s-say- something?
And I falter as an afterthought
I keep on running like a chicken with its head cut off
Apathetic aching argonaut
A birdbrain, baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Hit me with the flap down, crashing with a loud sound (foul)
Apoplectic and pathetic as can be (not me)
I put my neck up on the chopping block
A birdbrain, baby, I don't think my head is coming off
Baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Can you tell me if you think that I should stop?
Baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
(Why did it sound like tha-?)
Is it all for a show?
In the golden hour you seem to know no fear
Is it really true?
That a bird like me could never think like you?
Is it all in my head?
Is my ignorance just manufactured dread?
When I've naught but my pride
Can you take a look and
Say you like what I've got inside?
So I falter on the second thought
I keep on running like a chicken with its head cut off
A counterfeited crooning cosmonaut
A birdbrain, baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Hit me with the flap down, mired in the earthbound (foul)
Bilious baby braying babble bent her beak (what a freak)
I put my neck up on the chopping block
A birdbrain, baby, I don't think my head is coming off
Baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Baby, tell me if you think that I should stop
Baby, I don't know when I'm supposed to stop
Baby- fuck
I don’t have a body, so I put on colours
I do that by relying on the small amount of electricity I release
Roof tiles and glass; I chew them up and swallow
I want a colour of my liking, so I roam around
I found an amber grain!
I project the pattern onto my neck
I want enough to fill me up; my very own colour
Colour and electricity, more and more
I want to know, I want to know
I want to know all sorts of colours
I want to shine and say bye-bye to uneasy feelings
Let’s keep eating what I’ve found
I’ll project my body using all of these colours
Look, everyone! Isn’t this fun and beautiful?
The scarf from the rainbow’s sigh
Brushes against me as it flutters in the wind
I got a body, and now I’m happy
I want all the colours that are on this planet
But I still haven’t come across the colour of lemons yet
And when I got tired and couldn’t walk anymore
That child appeared before me
He’s wearing a yellow raincoat
It makes me so happy, and my heart starts to throb
I then swallow the child
I want to become, I want to become
I want to become all sorts of colours
I want to become that oh so gentle and kind yellow
Let’s keep eating what I’ve found
I’ll project my body with all of these colours
Let’s digest it without leaving a single trace of life
I’ll soak and soak the colour of the raincoat in
All the way to my hands and feet, I put on that colour
How strange, how strange
My body is dyed red
Even though the child I ate was yellow
I’m dyed red, and it won’t go away
I want to become, I want to become
I want to become what I looked like before
I want to become pure
Transparent electricity
I’ll be drinking water forever
Until the day I die
The red won’t disappear, my eyes spin around and look upward
Even though I was born from a coloured star
Life is such a solid red