simple thoughts simply dont come to you. you keep on screaming in hopes they stop talking. but they dont. they never do. they tell you to keep screaming.

And if you think that it's gonna get better, you need to think twice. Freak. We even started working on the show.

imagine. its been years. you keep on trying to run away from yourself, who youve been, and who you are right now. but it never works. you split in two. im catching up. it might start someday.

i feel so weird. am i suffering? do i need help? i dont know anymore. it all was my fault anyways, right? i should forget about it.

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