I need like an alter ego for depressed me, I don’t want to imagine whoever they are is a part of me, only a state of mind, like how I made my other OCs. Any name suggestions??
Anyways, no more depressed me (even tho she it still very very present)
I’m going to do shit when I get home. I’m going to put on smth, I’m going to draw, make gacha characters, look up “how to use CapCut” and I’m gonna do shit. I gotta actually do shit.
I found a replacement that could be worthy for it at least when it started to fail, but it just doesn’t feel the same. Regardless of how similar they are or how much better this one has become, I can’t forget the other one. Every little thing affects me
That shit saved my life. It saved me from being depressed, and I don’t get how people can just move on and forget these people so fast. Even if I hate someone, I can’t just leave them. Even through shot that happens, I’m always conflicted.
Everything I used to love and that used to motivate me is not dead and considered one of the “worst fandoms” you could be a part of, not to mention it’s extremely toxic to be in. Even if I left it 2 years ago, I’m still stuck in it regardless of my fears
I wanted to make gacha characters to depict my OC’s cause I’ve never done it and I said I’d do it years ago, I said I was going to knit and now I haven’t for like a month. I’m so bored of TV shows and music and YouTube that usually motivates me :’(
My friend and I both run a YouTube channel that I have not helped out with at all, I’ve been saying I’m going to do art and shit and I haven’t, I literally just sit in my room and do nothing and it makes me sad. I want to do stuff but I can’t do it sadly
