Venting in Fire's hangout spot

Y'know, before the whole Corrupted Underground lore doc, it was originally going to be a comic, but I can't draw anything besides a fucking idle or change perspective. So, yeah, that's what was planned, even a fan-game, but I ALSO can't code worth a damn.

Is it just me, or can I not draw from reference, so I don't use them?

There was one way I got started drawing, but I'm not trying that method again. It's frowned upon artists.

This is as far as I'm getting with a pose like this.

AND THIS AIN'T EVEN THE LEGS AND SHIT.
For context, I was drawing Xanthus, from "Yellow Eyed Freak" and him being on his knee in the thumbnail is what I WAS trying to draw.

Day 99. STILL no ideas.

Huh? Well what do you know, the "Making BAD music" part still stands except for like, 1-3 songs that are catchy to me.

Why do I stuggle using samples of all things?!

As far as I know, every fnf musician uses samples, WHY THE HELL DO I STRUGGLE WITH THIS?!

Ok, song idea, check.

Instruments to use... Of course this is the hardest part for me, of fricking course.

Ok, music block sucks.

Idk what instruments to use, have no ideas on what song to make.

Why do 2DS XL's have to be so expensive now...

Fuck Ableton, I'm going to FL this stresses me out too much.

And here I though Ableton was better than FL like LSO said, BOY WAS I FUCKING WRONG! It's just too confusing for my dumb ass.