The drawing tablet is back up.
Now...TO KEEP THE LITTLE SHIT UP.
for a while
why can't I just stop drawing FOR A FUCKING MONTH.
EVERYTIME I SAY "I'm gonna stop drawing for around a month or more"
A FEW DAYS LATER, BAM! THE FUCKING URGE TO CREATE, AND IT LOOKS SHIT. RINSE AND REPEAT THR CYCLE AGAIN.
I'm getting near my limit.
Does anyone else punch theirselves when they get pissed off?
No? Just me?
Figures.
These thoughts are literally mine.
I have so little patience when I can't do something. (and this goes for ANYTHING I do)
Whyyyyy am I like this?!
Umm...I hate it.
I can't even hate it. I despise it. Like everything is so fucking wrong.
Yeah, I take back what I said about being better on phone. I'm just garbage.
So...is it bad I have a lot of insecurities?
Like, too many?
I just remembered.
I remember I used to watch Pokémon when I was little, yet look at me now.
too shy, or something to watch an anime.
Why am I like this???
Why am I so shy???
Like, shy enough to the point I can't watch anime
Hepp meh.
Why is this me???
