vent in comfort and help

sad
Welp couldn't sleep all night, gotten back to bed sometime after 6. and then sleep for ten hours (german time).
I hate being sick
I think I'm not with the time... actually no. I'm pretty sure I'm not with the time. I'm quite behind with it actually I mean I bench watch LazyTown and been drawing a bunch of Tattletail both things that are kinda old by now.
Stream had to came to a sudden end thanks the people outside of my room, working on a room, deciding to turn off the internet without warning me about it meaning I COULDN'T SAVE THE PROGRESS OF MY DRAWING
I miss the past and hate it too
so much good and bad it hold
I want to burn my memories
and forget my past
The people and actions just all of it gone
all that is left are the days of today
with that I mean more then a Day
I mean a time
