vent in comfort and help

sad
I have pictures from yesterday and some day before that I gotta upload but forgot to do so... yesterday is on my pc while the other day is on my phone which is charging at the time so I can't upload sorry
I'm so low energy I'm so sorry
My sister's kids stole AGAIN from my room but this time they stole a lego figure I was gifted from my friend @MichaelMayonnaise . I gotten the figure back but the hat is missing and Idk how to clean it without ruining the color of it.
I Finished a drawing
yay
but I feel so empty inside
Welp my fingernails make me look like a lesbian now
if you know you know if not let me explain
I was working on a pretty GIANT post right now...
not it's all gone...
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh IT WAS ALREADY HARD ENOUGH TO WORK ON IT
UGH
Oh I have a bad feeling about today
Something is going to happy today or the coming week that's going to make me feel Horrible I feel like and I'm already worrying so much about what it is I do not feel okay right now I feel like a rollercoaster

I CAN'T STOP CRYING
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M CRYING ANYMORE
THERE IS NO REASON TO CRY ANYMORE
AM I HAPPY CRYING? AM I SAD CRYING?
IDK!!!!!!!!
Hey Everyone.
I believe this took like all day but I went though my Youtube account to unsubscribe to a lot of Youtube channel I no longer watch.
While cleaning up I saw a lot of dead channels, a friend discord gotten hack, childhood memories and more.