vent in comfort and help

Welp couldn't sleep all night, gotten back to bed sometime after 6. and then sleep for ten hours (german time).

I hate being sick

I think I'm not with the time... actually no. I'm pretty sure I'm not with the time. I'm quite behind with it actually I mean I bench watch LazyTown and been drawing a bunch of Tattletail both things that are kinda old by now.

Stream had to came to a sudden end thanks the people outside of my room, working on a room, deciding to turn off the internet without warning me about it meaning I COULDN'T SAVE THE PROGRESS OF MY DRAWING

I miss the past and hate it too

so much good and bad it hold

I want to burn my memories

and forget my past

The people and actions just all of it gone

all that is left are the days of today

with that I mean more then a Day

I mean a time

I have pictures from yesterday and some day before that I gotta upload but forgot to do so... yesterday is on my pc while the other day is on my phone which is charging at the time so I can't upload sorry

I'm so low energy I'm so sorry

My sister's kids stole AGAIN from my room but this time they stole a lego figure I was gifted from my friend @MichaelMayonnaise . I gotten the figure back but the hat is missing and Idk how to clean it without ruining the color of it.

I Finished a drawing

yay

but I feel so empty inside

Welp my fingernails make me look like a lesbian now

if you know you know if not let me explain

I was working on a pretty GIANT post right now...

not it's all gone...

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh IT WAS ALREADY HARD ENOUGH TO WORK ON IT

UGH

Don't mind me just randomly worrying about my friendships

I have a lot of people I think about in a daily basis and always worry so much about being a bad friend to them to the point I might not even text them or so