idk if it the first time but i feel like legit hurting myself, like cutting myself open and shit, like normal people do, but maybe a bit worse like my using a nail thingy instad of glass or a knife
Sometimes I wish I could just make really deeb post, stuff that really shows what I'm thinking, but Idk how to do that, no matter how deep I'm really thinking, or how deep I feel, best I can do is to draw it, and even that I can't do
