venting/ranting.. ★ in ⋆ ..Lins Garden.. ☆
Boo
Forgot I literally wrote about my feelings while in school during 2023.
Figured this would count as proof.
I love letting my depression have a voice :3
Is this normal.
To say all these things to yourself.
Nobody knows.
Do people have to know?
Am I normal?
Am I okay?
No. I'm not.
I'm going to cry. Actually. Why can't I just upload art of myself without being sexualized or some shit.
Honestly I agree with Blix/Aizyn/Maxx. It's actually annoying how BIPOLAR she is. Like what?
After ALL she's done to not just me but everyone else, people still continue to fucking like her? It gives me the hugest ick, dude.
Like just forget about her?,,
I might come clean to Vas or Ari if they ask what happened.
I haven't decided yet.
I don't want to disappoint them or my other brothers though.
I don't want to disappoint anyone. I don't want to seem like a failure.
I want then to be proud of me.
Most likely going offline for the rest of the day.
I'm PISSED.