1 year ago

I might come clean to Vas or Ari if they ask what happened.

I haven't decided yet.

I don't want to disappoint them or my other brothers though.

I don't want to disappoint anyone. I don't want to seem like a failure.

I want then to be proud of me.


But with what I just did, I don't think it's possible to have them NOT be upset.

I broke my promise. I broke my streak.

Twice.

I want to get better.

I don't want them to feel compelled to constantly watch me or worry about me. I don't want that.

I should be the one worrying. I always worry.

Anyway, sorry for the vent. Won't happen again. I'll make sure to vent on my other platform.



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