Vents in Eva's Random Community

Welcome to somw dumbass' Community!
so if yall think my vents abt my parents weren't bad enough guess what my dad said when i said i would kms infront of him someday
he said he wouldn't care :)
i don't like my heartrate
whatever i do my heart imediataly gets a little too accelerated
i get scared to keep doing something because it might end up getting worse
Uwielbiam poΕwiΔcaΔ siΔ pomaganiu innym i nie dbaΔ o swoje i tak juΕΌ popieprzone ΕΌycie, dopΓ³ki nie umrΔ :)
/nsrs
i'm fucking tired of being here
everytimes i come back only more bad stuff happen
soon enough i'm not going to let ANYONE see ANY of me anymore
NOT EVEN CLOSE FRIENDS.
THIS SITE IS JUST FUCKING UP MY MENTAL HEALTH MORE AND MORE AND NOTHING IS FIXING IT.
sometimes i wonder if people actually does like me, like genuinely without finding me annoying sometimes