Vents in Eva's Random Community

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i told my mom about my suicide attempt and said that it's because what my dad said was very fucking hurtful that he just risked losing his only child.
i'm scared of his reaction when my mom tells him abt it
so if yall think my vents abt my parents weren't bad enough guess what my dad said when i said i would kms infront of him someday
he said he wouldn't care :)
i don't like my heartrate
whatever i do my heart imediataly gets a little too accelerated
i get scared to keep doing something because it might end up getting worse
Uwielbiam poświęcać się pomaganiu innym i nie dbać o swoje i tak już popieprzone życie, dopóki nie umrę :)
/nsrs
i'm fucking tired of being here
everytimes i come back only more bad stuff happen
soon enough i'm not going to let ANYONE see ANY of me anymore
NOT EVEN CLOSE FRIENDS.
THIS SITE IS JUST FUCKING UP MY MENTAL HEALTH MORE AND MORE AND NOTHING IS FIXING IT.