Random Thoughts in Benjiro's Group

This. Stupid. Thing.

Literally a motivation killer that wants me to delete junk.

I'm legitimatley not having fun working on this anymore because

I still can’t wait for the day until I’m actually able to work on the ACTUAL GAMEPLAY of this

Yeah I haven’t in a good while because… you should already know by now it’s been close to a whole year of me doing the same thing

I keep thinking that everyone's like waiting on me for a new thing for this, but still figuring this thing out is gonna take a long time, I promise that I'll get past this already, but I don't know how long it will take

Alright apparently I need needed a nap

Sorry that I’ve been making posts like this its been a month for me

I wish I wasn’t so fatigued all of the sudden-

I’ve been like so out of it this month for the most part, I honestly don’t even know why

I’m feeling extremely demotivated, even though I don’t have to deal with my own pressure, I don’t know what else to really do, I really just want to work on it again, but I feel like I’ll just put too much pressure on myself and crash out again

The depth sorting isn’t as 100% as I thought it would be but I honestly do not care anymore. I’ve been past my patience with this and it’s only in certain circumstances when this thing happens.

I wanna like work more and draw, but due to some things I ended up getting hemorrhoids-

I can’t really sit down as much without feeling pain, so uhh yeah- it’s not too serious though don’t worry

But theres not be a lot from me for a bit