Ruin-Devours (Venting) in Bloodmoon Cult

Share your ritual for tonight’s eclipse…
I heard my mom and sister deadname and misgender me a few minutes ago.
My mom is refusing to give me my fucking SSN when I want to set up an online shop on Etsy!
I feel like no matter how I try I can't be better like I'm as useless as the roblox reconnect button
I am in too much pain and about to cry from the pain. I feel so fucking useless. My blood sugar is so low that I am dry heaving, nauseous, lightheaded, and getting dizzy.