If ALL of my friends ever died or left me, I'd be so lost and maximum could even attempt to end myself if I lost control, because, I literally lost people who I enjoyed talking to, and we all had a lot of memories, just to witness our end? It's unbearable
Last time me and.. talked was in 2024, and 10-20 days ago, I have many memories of them and my other old friends, I remember how it was, our funny, silly banter, we're so free, we could feel free to be ourselves, there had no one to judge us, not anymore.
I don't want to let go of them, I want them back, I want the "Old-School Leashy" friends back, I really feel quite insane and crazy because of this, I might be desperate to get my true friends back.
The thing I truly regretted in life was losing cool friends, I feel kind of hopeless, and I look like a maniac because I look like I'm witch-hunting for them, but I'm just trying to contact them, and everything is trying to stop me, I'm fighting for it.
