Vent in Lucky's Amazing Gamejolt Community

I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK. I WANT HIM BACK.

I thought I could have a chance to get away from him, by getting with you. I guess you like him more than me. OH WELL.

Last night... he told me he forgave me...

Today I was drawing something of me and the guy I'm "dating", before I was hit with the "Oh shit I really am a bad person" thing. I now hate myself even more than before. [I'm not showing anyone because it's weird and gross.]

Am I deserving of love anymore?

...Probably not.

Do I need help?

Yeah.

Did I ever take that first baby step?

No.

Will he ever forgive me?

Hell fucking no.

The truth is, I miss him more than I've missed anyone before.