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Don't be rude please...
Last night... he told me he forgave me...
Today I was drawing something of me and the guy I'm "dating", before I was hit with the "Oh shit I really am a bad person" thing. I now hate myself even more than before. [I'm not showing anyone because it's weird and gross.]
Am I deserving of love anymore?
...Probably not.
Do I need help?
Yeah.
Did I ever take that first baby step?
No.
Will he ever forgive me?
Hell fucking no.
The truth is, I miss him more than I've missed anyone before.
I really just want my ex-bf and my ex-friend to be happy. I don't care anymore. @baja_snick and @daxblueheart
you two are amazing people and you'll always be cool imo.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY DID THAT GUY EVEN FRIEND MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?! >:C HE JUST MADE A POST ABOUT WTF I DID AND I HATED IT OMFG PLZ STOP BRINGING IT UP I HATE YOU I HATE YOU FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
Sorry, I was just very angy.
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I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape. I can't escape.
My bf broke up with me twice in the span of like, a few months I think?! I hate this!!! XC
Everything about what I did in my bf's post SUCKS!!! I SUCK!! I SUCK!!
I h8 everything. Don't fucking ask what happened.


I'm scared.
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