Annoucements!! in the nos_ community

yo have a good day or smth
I hate myself but can't kill myself because I promised I wouldn't
No I'm not joking
Nos is pronounced as na-wse
IM STILL WORKING ON THE SOUNDTRACKS
BY MYSELF BC SHE'S TRYNA SLEEP
Oh course i could have loved you! In fact i did!
BUT YOU STOPPED CARING! YOU THINK YOU GET THE POINT, BUT NO YOU DON'T!
Friends?
I don't have 'friends' Just assholes who are so called friends
They ruined my fucking life!
And you still say "Don't leave, stay!"
NEVER CONSIDERING WHAT I WANT!