Irl in ✨mai dawlings✨

It 1am for rn
Time to stay up
(I'm scared of irl bsf, she told me I need to get sleep, good sleep and I'm still not listening)
Imma js try not to think about it
But anygays
It's 2am vro
I still ain't asleep
Idk how 😭
imma js........stare.....I'll prolly be back........
Gmmm yalll
Js got the news on when we are leaving
Next Wednesday so yayyyyy
Imma be sad now cuz I miss my gf and bsf, and I won't see them until like newt Thursday or Friday maybe idrk
Imma js stare into the ceiling and think
Cya and gn
God i love my irl bsf
She's honestly the best friend I've ever had
And ever will have
Love her sm 💕💕💕💕

Is it bad that I've been drinking these like they're some sort of drug? 😭😭😭
I might cooked for practice 😭😭😭
Once I go back
Feeling a bit sick ngl
Soooo yea anygays
Can't wait to go back to school (I hate ts vro, imma be depressed at during school)
And wrestling vroooooo, we have like a bunch of games plus I'm also in band, marching and jazz band start in Jan as well 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I shld be asleep rn
But I'm an idiot so ofc not :D