venting in Mount Olympus

Mount Olympus
Sometimes...
I js think that everything is fake...
That no one cares...
That no one loves...
Etc..
I keep telling myself that it's false..
But it still doesn't stop me from thinking it...
imma die now-
kill me
NOW...
at least certain ppl whom I will not name aren't on
theyd prolly make my mood even worse
anyways
time to see if anyone on (that I have added)
maybe I shldnt be bottling up my feelings
but idc at this point.....
basically none of my friends help me at this time...
only some like Eva...