main in Mount Olympus
Slightly better, still feel like shit tho...
There's smth in my eye
FUCKKKKK
friend on discord is sending me pics of kitty to make me feel better
Only onebwgos actively helping
Let's call then Ray btw
was thinking of dying but no
I wouldn't be able to bring myself to it
Fuckkkk
I hate only have a few trusted online friends and only 1 person irl who I trust almost fully
And yes, i put tuff cuz I'm too fucking lazy to put tough with one hand....
Fucking deal with it....
DNI....
unless close....
I was such in a good mood...
Then ofc, it got ruined instantly.....
it's gonna be tuff few weeks...
finals (PSSAs for those in PA) next week....
fucking depression for the next 2-3 weeks...
I hate my life rn....
and now back to my paranoid thoughts.....
yayyyyy..............m
js do it already......
so I don't have to suffer even more.....
js leave me....
this is gonna be quite the fucking story to tell my irl bsf......
And she's rlly the only person I fully trust ngl......
I felt betrayed last time I fully trusted someone who isn't my bsf.....
(It was my ex...)
Sjdhdi..
I fucking hate this sm....