venting & support! 💜 in Sid’s hellhole
this thing is optional but aint no way im leaving it as default
I don't think I am feeling anything rn
this hasn't happened since the last year
and I don't know why but my heart is racing
I really don't know what is happening
Something about furries I came up with...
Decided to do Truma Bingo no idea how it works but ok
WHY DOES EVERY SINGLE FUCKING MOSQUITO COME AND FUCKING BITE ME?
LIKE THERE WEREN'T 3 OTHER PEOPLE IN THE FUCKING HOUSE
AND I FUCKING GOT BITTEN BY 3 PLACES MY LEG, KNEE AND MY ARM
IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT
I SOMETIMES WISH THEY DIDN'T EXIST
last night I fucking snapped
so
I fucking argued with my "cousin"
stupid idiot..
okay so
thoughts of self harm are returning
my guitar string broke today
I have no spare strings
I don't want to play guitar as much as I used to do a couple weeks ago
i don't know what to do
I feel like i don't know what to do with my life
i want to swear.
i want to fuck someone up.
i want to see if they actually care.
Okay so, be aware, there are a lot of swear words and aggressiveness in the article.
I THINK I'VE FINALLY GONE INSANE! I HATE MYSELF, FUCK LIFE, FUCK ME, F U C K Y O U !
did you have to kys olivia? i miss u sm and i would do anything js to talk with you again. i like to think that you are not rlly gone and js on a trip with your family like you would always do. anyways, i just wanted to say that i miss u alot olivia.
