I'm tired

I wanted to show a cool interesting thing I wanted to use for the game, but I can't do it because, you see, I live in Russia

I've been told to fuck off 10 times by nvidia.

you know what, i'm about to get so freaked out by all this, i just won't do anything

and why do something when you try to do something you get told to fuck off three times and you can't do anything

I'm just sick of it all.

i'm so fucking sick of this situation in the world, if it weren't for this shit i would just fucking download this nvidia omniverse Audio2Face right now, i'd pay the steam direct fee, i'd enter my account information at my favorite bank and i'd happily write that the game is coming to steam on [data deleted], but i can't do it, i gotta find twenty five different ways to do something

I'm really sick of it.

I can't even buy a fucking game in steam, I have to use my e-wallet, convert the currency, then steam converts it into my currency in my steam wallet and only after that you can buy something, and my alleged 100 units of currency is actually 85, because ~15% I lose all the time

and now I'm a couple of days looking for a way to normally and safely transfer my friend to his card 89 euros to pay the steam direct fee

and now I think how to do it through another friend, through which it will not be profitable, but much easier with the transfer

i won't say how much i hate politics, i'm just tired

and i'm writing this just to be heard by someone other than my friends and family

and I don't think it's even going to be noticed...

Now I'm sitting here writing this, calming down after all this and listening "Fuck this shit im out"

You know, as I write this, I'm relieved, maybe I just needed to speak out.

but no, i'm still mad as fuck because i ordered a microphone spider and it stupidly didn't fit my mic even though it said it was supposed to fit!!!!

ugh

I'm sick of it.

Fuck this shit I'm out (Nope)

Fuck this shit I'm out (Alright then)

I don't know what the fuck just happened

But I don't really care

I'ma get the fuck up outta here

Fuck this shit I'm out

now I'm looking and this text in the original is over 2k characters

(I got so scared right now, I turned on 1 hour fuck this shit im out and now the music got kinda quiet and I was like "what?" and I look and there's like a room with an old tv playing and it's a halloween version)

I do not think that this shit would be interesting to someone, I myself do not like to do such things, but I had to speak out

I hope that you will be fine, there will never be any problems (honestly I do not like it when I or others have any problems)

The only thing I can say is that I have a goal to try to figure out the steam direct fee and release everything in March, but...

You do realize that I can be told to fuck off by anything in the world, right? And then there's nothing I can do about it.

but I still want to release the game on steam, I always wanted to go to my steam library and see my game...

And now I'm going to cry into my pillow.

I wish you all happiness.

See you soon.

(p.s. right now I'm sitting here thinking about whether to post it or not, no one will be interested in it anyway

right?)