From The Sky Drops The Rain Do I Still Think It Can Still Subdue The Pain?

From Beneath That Umbrella

Do You Think I Can Life Normal With My Pain All Over Again

It Cannot Be ¨A What If I Done¨ After All My Little Game Wasnt Really Fun Its My Mistake And I Am Really Sorry The Things What I Have Done To Them I Will Be Forget.

I'd Forgotten How To Feel Not Sure If I Was Real If I Am No Longer Me Then What Can I Still Be?

So Here We Are Again The Line Not Meant To Cross You Never Know Just What You Have Untill You Find Its Lost
Now I Must Say Goodbye Although It Hurts Inside

I'd Rather Die Then Just Leaving You The Pain Is Hard i Cannot Think Smart What Am I Worth Of The Pain I Got Trough My Life Is Been Useless After All My Hate Never Stop After A Long Time I Wanted Just To Commit Suicide Untill I Met You...You Were My Sunshine I Was Happy To Have You I Cannot Even Think Straight I Dont Want To Leave You Yet I Didnt Even Say My Last Goodbyes To You I Cannot Even Think Straight Because Of This I Wanted To Die But You All Made Me Life On Like Nothing Happened In My Pathetic Life Abused And Neglected Bullied And Tortured But You Have Saved Me And Now I Am Happy For What You Have Done To Me Making My Life Worth And Making Me Me

Sometimes I Taught Cutting My Arms Was The Only Options But You Showed Me Even More With No Regret So Now i Stand Here With My Bare Hands All Alone And Abandoned By You No Contact No Nothing Waiting Till The Day Has Come To You Come Back Soon...I Waited A Long Time But It Has Failed Again And Again Now Please i Want To Hold Your Hands Crying My Tears Out Untill I Cant No More Hugging You Tight Like You Are Gone For My Entire Life And Now...You Saved A Boy