The Main Topic: (6/19/25)
Luther I'm sorry but I physically cannot put up with your bullsh*t anymore. I've been trying to be so patient with you but I know "Vincent" is you. I know this drama should be private over Discord but I feel SICK just trying to hop on my main account because of you.
My Thoughts/Feelings:
1 Self harm isn't an aesthetic, this is a struggle. NEVER CALL MENTAL HEALTH/PHYSICAL HEALTH AN AESTHETIC!! IT'S RUDE AND DISRESPECTFUL TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY STRUGGLE WITH THAT. IT'S AN ACTUAL THING LUTHER!!
2 IM TIRED OF YOU TRYING TO BE A LAME COPY CAT OF A DUMB MENTALLY ILL 16 YEAR OLD (ME). PLEASE BE ORIGINAL, YOU LITERALLY STEAL SO MUCH FROM ME THAT I LITERALLY HAVE IDENTITY CRISIS... PLEASE STOP TYPING/FORMATTING LIKE I DO. PLEASE STOP STEALING MY DESIGNS.
3 YOU GOTTA STOP SH*TTING ON YOUR PARTNER TOO, A LITTLE BIRD TOLD ME ABOUT "VINCENT". THE ACCOUNT IS BRAND NEW AND YOU'RE SUPPORTING IT. YOUR BOYFRIEND DESERVES MUCH BETTER AND I PRAY THAT HE UNDERSTANDS THAT.
4 I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE ANYMORE. 8 YEARS OF THIS BULLSH*T AND YOU STILL WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE? I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE PISSED AT YOU. I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE ANGRY. YOU'RE F*CKING 18 AND I ONLY TURNED 16 ONLY 8 MONTHS AGO. YOU LITERALLY HAVE A JOB. YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T DO THIS ANYMORE AND ITS RIDICULOUS.
Angry Message:
Leave me the F*CK ALONE. I cannot be nice anymore (I SUFFER SO MUCH) you make me SICK TO THE POINT WHERE I HAVE TO TAKE PILLS. SICK TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN'T EAT, SLEEP OR DRINK SOMETIMES. SICK TO THE POINT WHERE IT HURTS TO EVEN BE MYSELF. Luther. Cossy. Whatever the hell you are, PLEASE MOVE ON AND GET A LIFE.
Also.... Luther... Cossy...
If you try to fight me, I have so much to yap about. You don't even know half of the BULLSH*T you've put me through when I've been nothing but nice and forgiving to someone as abusive as you in the last 7-8 years... That's nearly a f*cking decade of SUFFERING.
My Apology: (6/20/25)
I'd like to apologize (once more) to Cossy and everyone else who was involved with yesterday's situationship. How I responded to everything wasn't appropriate and I hope that everyone involved has a quick recovery.
I also would like to apologize with how disgusting and poorly scripted my angry message was laid out. I shouldn't have said anything but the damage has already been done and I'll own up to my harmful actions + words. I won't try to defend myself anymore. As said, I pray that everyone involved has a quick recovery.
1 She said she felt "regret" about calling me lame.
2 I didn't mean to get angry about something so silly. People take inspiration and come and go. I shouldn't have snapped and instead should've kept to myself like how I used to.
3 I'm sorry about your partner. I didn't know you two solved something out and were happy. I shouldn't have ever said anything about your relationship especially if both of you are happy with eachother. I won't mention your relationship or any of your partners again. Aside from that I pray that your relationship continues.
4 I shouldn't have gotten angry once more. After all this is the Internet and I just made myself look more like a fool (and an asshole). I hope that one day we'll be able to move on from this
Love, Stockholm Syndrome.