I hate how Today i go a minute without him. I just want him..I don't know what is wrong with me I just want him I don't want to talk to anybody but him I just want to speak to him and hold him and just do something with him I don't want to act like it doesn't bother me being obsessed with him. And crying over him because it really does bother me it does and it hurts so bad I don't want to lose him at all, and I want to be his pretty girl,  I love him and I don't want to just let him go just like that I want to try with him and it fucking sucks

..his friends hates me so much that I couldn't love myself, neither him. I fucking missed him so much I want to cry on my pillow and let my heart gets hurt a lot.