Hello everyone. I'm not sure if you remember me, but for those of you reading this now, I should explain: I've been away from this platform for quite some time. There were many reasons for my absence: personal issues, life complications, and honestly, a realization that I haven't always been truthful with people here, nor with myself, my close friends, or my family.

Life has changed significantly for me. I've grown up, started university, moved abroad, and begun working and earning money. However, life sometimes has a way of hitting you hard and forcing you to wake up, take responsibility, apologize to yourself, and set things straight so you can handle everything properly. Right now, I'm going through a difficult period.

Unfortunately, my father has been diagnosed with a benign tumor in his lungs. Given his age and certain health complications he developed during the pandemic, the situation is concerning. As I'm sure you can understand, this has affected me deeply.

I hope to return to this community and be more genuine and present going forward.

You might be wondering what I actually want to do and why I want to come back. I want to return to what I love whether that's game development, creating video content on YouTube, or content here on this platform. I want to get back into it, take control of my life, put myself in order, and help myself and my family. To be honest, I'd like to earn money from this and give myself motivation to advance, because I genuinely want to help my parents. They've done so much for me, and I want to do something meaningful in return and contribute to people who share similar interests.

I hope my work can make a positive impact on the industry and in whatever field I pursue.
I hope you understand what I'm trying to say, and I hope you don't think I'm wasting time on something pointless. I'm an adult now—I'm 20, not 14 like when I first joined this site. I'm hopeful that things will work out for the better.

Thank you for reading this post. I hope I'll make the right choices in life and that I can become independent, stand on my own two feet, and keep my head on straight. I hope everything ahead will be good. Thank you all so much. I really appreciate you, and I'm genuinely happy to be back.