I'll be pinning this post for now because I think it's important you guys notice and be aware of it.

First thing is that I will probably stop drawing for some time or if so, completely for the reason that I'm debuting a career in informatics and that I value my study. I'm getting to an important phase of the year. The second reason is because I want to start working as a student job, I want to start earning money and investing, so I will not have the patience to draw or even get the motivation to.

As you may know or not, drawing is a delicate passion that requires alot of motivation and effort, I used to draw every day then slowly stopped until I draw every 1 month. Which is not that bad since I'm working non stop, I'm not home anymore,I basically have almost no time, well it's exaggerated but you get the concept that I'm only home in the weekend, and that in the weekend I rest and find students jobs.

I most likely will also delete social media to avoid any distractions from me, I already started with Roblox. Since Roblox was killing me mentally,I spent my free time there instead of doing something much more productive, it simply made me stick to my desk every damn hours. Plus the controversy and the things that keeps happening had me on edge. The Roblox community is the biggest joke of the entire internet, they first wanted to make a "do not log in on 1st March" but it ended up Roblox being more popular as ever. Fucking jokes if you agree?

I also need to stop the depression and the burnout because I'm 17 and I slowly need to find autonomy, where I live for exemple is a nightmare to just find a job... So I really need to anticipate my planning, you can still contact me in discord, because I barely use it and it's not beneficial for me, I'm neutral about it.

Now the hardest and the heart breaking part of the line: will I ever draw again?

I hardly think about it and I'll most likely stop drawing for these reasons that I listed up there,but also because i'm someone who loves discovering then going back to my old hobbies. I'll draw maybe some silly doodles or sketches out of boredom but don't expect something that takes 5 hours away from, I can't do it anymore. Plus the constant switch makes me either forget about finishing my art or not, I still haven't completed "living in harmony" which has me so messed up already because I'm realizing the hard way that when you grow up,they just straight up gives you bigger responsabilities.

I have also cleared my following list because for me, following to "show support" is just a short term use, I'd rather follow people that I still talk with. Well, I only talk with either 1 or 2 anymore. So for me,this whole following thing is just plain useless to me,it has nothing personal with the relationship if you want to ask me. But I recently even had a broke up and just brushed it off like it was a short obstacle.

I don't have time with the people i knew years before then blocking me or just the interaction leaving to nothing, after all online friendships are just a temporary chat.

Have a great continuation.