Alright guys so i’ve been trying to come around to updating for a while.
First of all, I do blame myself for some of what’s been going on with the project going thru development hell and taking a massive hiatus. It mostly comes down to how messed up my mental state is, fighting homelessness, and having no real job for years now (which the previous ones i’ve worked at have not been letting me go back to them). I am still upset and have been beyond mad with how much of things haven’t been going as planned, and that’s not a state to work on anything as tedious as this project. This all wouldnt be a problem if companies I’ve applied for haven’t been giving me an incredibly hard time like 90% of everyone else these days, so I’m a victim of systemic failure like that.
Secondly, I’ve been trying to outsource for folks to help with development, but even that hasnt been working, even for just spritework. Also, this page somehow gets a significant amount of views despite me not sharing at all, but no one comes forward in supporting me so that just tells me no one really cares. It’s virtually whatever cuz this has been something I’ve been wanting to do for the longest for myself than for others, but any bit of external motivation always helps. So i’ll at least have my Pareon up top to at least give yall a chance to contribute.
Thirdly, I dont live with my parens. They hate me. They all really want to put me and one of them practically did while the other one abused me. I’ve been living on my own with the help of inns for shelter and i have to pay rent with them. Working on a passion project isnt a priority in that case, especially with literally 0 support. It puts me in a state where Im just focusing on getting as much work as possible to have a sustainable, consistent, not-poor living situation.
Lastly, this isnt the only thing I do. Maybe things would have been done if it were but the other things I've been doing are objectively more profitable, and I am making 0$ from this.
Bear all this in mind before you comment. Worst thing to do is be ignorant, so all of you are responsible with this knowledge.
Act like it.
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