1 year ago

Honesty + the future - huge article


Gonna talk about something, truthfully something too.

Just gonna bounce straight into it and say, once these 2 release (which should be this year for sure), I wanna move on into OC related fnaf content and give ideas that I enjoy into those instead of relying on freddy or fredbear 24/7, it's all tying back into how mediocre A Golden Past was, I'm not a new dev anymore, I'm one who's trying to grow and learn so me being EXTREMELY insecure and looping back to simple freddy or fredbear stuff just isn't helping me.

I feel by next year I should relax and focus on projects like Bradly's n' such, ones with actual fun planning and standout stuff compared to what I had with AGP.

Ik I've always been stubborn with criticism, not because of me simply not wanting to listen, but due to me mentally thinking to myself and not wanting to improve beyond the simplicity of stuff. I'm not a social person, never will be and never have been so that affects me negatively when it comes to this stuff as I always worry what people think. I won't get into it as I've had talks, but wanting to be truthful and open about it. Me dating @Starruis truthfully has helped me a lot and I thank/love her so very much for being there, I needed it as mentally I could go to her and talk about stuff too and feel super comfortable on mental levels doing it.

this year, I'm gonna have the experimental projects of hollowed ones and when the lights go dim release this year and be the FINAL works of fredbear or freddy fazbear, they're too simple and I need to branch out and improve. Show I can do better than what I was, learn from this stuff. These 2 are valid because they're short with no story or plot, just fun little games with experimental ideas.

next year I wanna focus on my OC fnaf projects, and have pure fun and improve and work my hardest on those as I mentioned before as a "new era" for myself as a developer. I need to stop worrying about stuff and stand up to improve and overall get better.

this also affects resort version 2, I don't think I should do it anymore, with how chapter 3 went, it's going the same exact way and I'm fed up with it. Always with the fazbear or fredbear stuff which demotivates the potential I truly have. It'll get removed when cosmogames does it. I want hollowed ones and when the lights go dim be my final projects with freddy and fredbear being the sole focus, it's just repetitive and I wanna go out and expand ideas with OC projects like bradly's and some other hidden ones I can't say yet. But they're unique and VERY fun as I've learned a lot.

This is a lot to read, moreso me being honest. I don't like doing this much, but felt I should to be more open with my audience of how I've been feeling. If you read this, thank you and I appreciate the time! <3



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