I told my dad two days ago to get me a Meta Quest 2/3/3S, but it seems like he's in Hospital today which means I'll have to wait but the problem is my PC doesn't seem to power on at ALL.

I unplugged and plugged and did the hold power with outlet off trick and it just doesn't work, however my keyboard blinks when it's plugged on but my PC doesn't power on at all, which means it's not fully dead.

Also my power cable sparked alot when removing it, which could mean it's faulty or dead.

I really don't know what to do right now about all this, I'll suffer A LOT in school.

Due to my ADHD, Imperativeness, and every other disorder and illness, I suck at math because I don't listen, which is mostly because of ADHD, and School will be very harder now, either I'll get transferred to other school or stay in the same grade due a failure, or worse.

My mom cried while hearing the news, I also did.

About the su1c1d4 part, I picked up a knife in her front and she said "Stop being dramatic" or something, so I putted the knife away.

I really don't know what else to say or feel, and I might be even more rude and emotionless than usual so please don't yell at me, it's because of all this that got into my head.