theres always something for me to worry about, sometimes more than one thing at once...

• How are my friends doing?

• Are the users i blocked doing anything against me?

• What if someone is suicidal right now?

• What if there's an argument right now?

• What if there's drama right now?

• What if a friend of mine turns out to be a bad person?

• What if I change for the worst out of nowhere without realising?

• What if they actually hate me?

• What if I snap and say something I'll regret?

It never stops. It keeps my head in the game, but at what cost?