22 days ago

I broke my streak, but I’m still here...

@RO-32-yayayaayaay

I feel like a burden to everyone as well.


After 403 days, 5 hours, and 34 minutes without self-harm, I relapsed. I used a push pin. There was no blood—just a mark. Just a moment. I tried to hold back, but I couldn’t. I’m not proud of it, and I’m not asking for pity. I just want to be honest. I promised @RO-32-yayayaayaay that I wouldn’t do this again. I promised you, and I broke that promise. I’m sorry. But I’m still here. I didn’t let it spiral. I tracked it. I reached out. I’m trying to start again. If you’re struggling too, I see you. You’re not alone. Recovery isn’t perfect. It’s messy and painful and sometimes it feels like you’re failing even when you’re doing your best. But you’re still here. And that matters.

Thanks for sticking with me. I hope you’ll keep doing that.



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Is this true, my children? I couldn't put all that yall might see me as on it because of the lack of room on the small board The dots on the face are pimples and scars, while the lines on the arms are self harm scars minus the ones that look like fingers.

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